Recently nothing seems to go very well. The more you want it to happen, the more it wont. In the end, you feel like a fool waiting n waiting, doing all kinds of stupid things. You know it will end up being the same but you still hope something unexpected will happen.
Sometimes you feel down, but you dont really know the reason behind it. You just dont feel like telling anyone or maybe you dont know how to start. People may say you are foolish, or they will only tell you to give up.
Sometimes i wish i can read a person's mind, then il know what you are really thinking and stop myself before i make a mess out of my life~